Boy, its been a while.

well, things are going pretty good.. im definitly not as low as i was than, came to my senses, that you can't let people control your life, even though things can really suck.

Thought i should start on here again, feel like putting some more quotes on and stuff.

1.  some people are worth living for, but you my dear, are worth dying for..

2.  this is the story of my life, and i write it everyday,
and i hope your by my side when i write the last page.

 
3.  And I know that I should probably just let go, because I know that
it wont work out and everyone tells me that.
So I try to convice myelf that its better off that way without him...
But then I'll think of him and remember his smile that makes me melt
and I cant imangine myself with anyone else and no matter
how hard it will be, I want to be with him 

 
4. im that dream in your head when your sleeping,
im that secret inside that your keeping .

5. You can see that he thinks about her,
but he doesn't make a move.
He thinks she's too beautiful for him,
& she thinks he's too amazing for her.

6. everything happens for a reason, people change
so that you learn to let them go, things go wrong so
that you learn to appreciate them when theyreright,
you believe lies so that you eventually learnto trust nowun but yourself,
and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

7. You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you
                - Camp Rock

8. Waiting is never easy.
But when our happiness is on the line,
we're more than happy to be patient.

9. and if we go down, we go down together,
best friends means forever.

10. everything will be okay in the end,
if everything is not okay, its not the end. 

Ashh.♥

In a really good mood right now : ). Snow day today! Thank god lol. We've needed one so bad! Anywho, feeling really good about things lately, not sure why, but who cares, all that matters is that im happy : ) lol. Got a song that i want to post the lyrics for, i love this song : ).

“Let’s Be Us Again” by Lonestar

Tell me what I have to do tonight
Cause I’d do anything to make it right
Let’s be us again
Sorry for the way I lost my head
I don’t know why I said the things I said
Let’s be us again
Here I stand,
With everything to lose and all I know is I don’t wanna ever see the end
Baby please I’m reaching out for you
Won’t you open up your heart and let me come back in
Let’s be us again
Look at me, I’m way past pride
Isn’t there some way that we can try to be us again
Even if it takes awhile ill wait right here until I see that smile
That says we re us again
And here I stand with everything to lose and all I know is I don’t ever wanna see the end
Baby please I m reaching out for you wont u open up your heart and let me come back in
Lets be us again
Baby, baby what would I can’t imagine life without you
Here I stand with everything to loose and all I know is I don’t wanna ever see the end
Baby please I’m reaching out for you wont you open up your heart and let me come back in
Here I am I m reaching out for you so wont u open up your heart and let me come back in
Lets be us again
Ohhh let’s be us again

its such a cute song : ).

and heres some more quotes from song lyrics !

They say you don't know
What you got
Til' what u got is gone

These miles have torn us worlds apart

Just know that wherever you are
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

Letting go of all I've held onto

So maybe you could walk with me a while

Don’t know where to start
Something ain’t going right

I just feel that we are in the same room
But living two worlds apart

She said baby can you please just stay
It ain’t too late to work this thing out

It's hard to find forgiveness
When we just turn out the light

Lets put our two hearts back together
And we'll leave the broken pieces on the floor

But baby, that's just me

I never saw it comin' til I fell so hard

Didn't want to face the truth
Didn't want to cross that line

How you fooled me with those eyes

In your arms is where I know
I am wrong

The boy you never wanted just steals your heart

And we danced on into the night,

We forgot where we were and we lost track of time

Might write more later, but gunna go enjoy my snowday  : ).

Well,he asked me : ) and the movies was fun. Excepts for the fact that i couldn't really get my ex off my mind. It didn't help, that we did everything that me and my ex did, the last time we hungout when we were still together. But whatever. I can tell he still likes someone, i just really wish i knew who it was, like is it me? or one of his ex girlfriends from his new school. All my friends jsut tell me im so stupid for not being over him, and that hes a complete idiot and hes hurt me too much. But i don't care, none of them have been through what ive been through. I guess nobody will really ever understand. But today, i came home in a good mood : ). So heres some quotes.

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when you start thinking about him                                                                                                                      & how he makes you laugh                                                                                                                                  & how he makes you feel when your around him                                                                                              you realize that you care about him                                                                                                                     more than you thought you did

& maybe, your gonna be the one to save me

&& her eyes look full of high hopes, and strength to pull her through.

sucha suckker ; for a sweet talker <3

Is it okay for me to cry now?                                                                                                                           because I'm so tired of being strong.